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Mistakes

I should have been a little more careful in ranting things about you and my bitterness. I should have not shown you or anyone of how weak I am. I should have not given you even the slightest idea that I cannot go on my life without you and that I desperately need you. I should have not.

Because of my mistakes, my ego is bruised (BIG TIME) and yours isn’t. Fuck you. 🙂

Mistakes committed. Lessons learned. Discretion. I thank you. 🙂

drama anthology

Alam mo yung pakiramdam na sobrang tagal mong hintintay ang isang bagay kasi akala mo yun na ang magpapasaya sayo? Oo. Antagal kong hinintay ang mga kasagutan sa lahat ng mga tanong ko. Kasi pakiramdam ko, pag nalaman ko na ang mga bagay na hindi ko alam, sasaya na ko. Makakamove on na ko. Makakalaya na ko sa attachments ko sa’yo. HAHAHAHA at isa pang HAHAHA. Surprisingly, mali ako. At lumagapak na naman sa lupa ang mga pangarap ko. Shet, ako na talaga ang present, alive, awake at enthusiastic noong nagpaulan si Lord ng kabobohan. Ako na talaga.

Kasi, malungkot pa rin ako. Kasi nasasaktan pa rin ako. Kasi umiiyak pa rin ako. Siguro ang napala ko lang ay handa na kong magpatawad ngayon kasi marami na akong valid reasons na narinig. Pero grabe, paano ako makakapagpatawad kung sobrang sakit pa rin? Alam mo yung pakiramdam na walang kahit anong valid reason ang makapagjustify ng lahat paghihirap na nararamdaman ko? Alam mo yung pakiramdam na sobrang pinaghirapan mo yung wag umiyak, wag makipag-usap, wag malungkot? Pero isang IM mo lang, isang sabi mo lang. Andun na agad ako, handa na namang masaktan? HAHAHA.

Akala ko pag nakausap kita, mararamdaman kong patas ang mundo. Kasi akala ko nahirapan ka mag-move on, kasi akala ko mahirap ako kalimutan. Pero ngayon, I feel even more alone. Kasi kahit pala ikaw, hindi maiintindihan yung sakit na pinagdadaanan ko. Kasi hindi ka nasasaktan katulad ng sakit na nararamdaman ko. Sabi ko gusto ko okay ka. Sabi ko kontento na ko na okay ka. Sabi ko lang pala yun. Kasi ngayon pakiramdam ko andaya. Pakiramdam ko unfair. Pakiramdam ko, wala akong kwenta. Na kahit yung taong willing ako na alayan ng buong buhay ko, yung nag-iisang taong tinry ko i-please, kinalimutan lang ako. At siguro nga ang bitter ko. Diba, yun na nga eh. Tatlong buwan na bitter pa rin ako. Ano ba kong klaseng tao? Bukod sa bobo ako at bobo ako, ano pa ba? HAHAHA.

Ayoko na. Kasi, parang ngayon wala na lalo akong inaasahang makakapagsalba sa akin. Ano na? Ganito na lang ba ko forever?

When is it Love?

Because the love month is just tomorrow, it is just fitting to post a list that suits the coming month. Hope that this answers some of the questions being asked over and over by many people. If not, what can I do? It is what it is so let’s get down with the list already.

Are your palms sweaty, is your heart racing and is your voice caught between your chest?
– it isn’t love, it’s LIKE

You cant keep your eyes or hands off him/her?
– it isn’t love, it’s LUST

Are you proud and eager to show them off?
– it isn’t love, it’s PRIDE

Do you want them, because you know they are there?
– it isn’t love, it’s LONELINESS

Are you there because it’s what everyone wants?
– it isn’t love, it’s LOYALTY

Are you there because they kissed you or held your hand?
– it isn’t love, it’s LOW CONFIDENCE

Do you stay for their confessions of love because you don’t want to hurt them?
– it isn’t love, it’s PITY

Do you belong to them because their sight makes your heart skip a beat?
– it isn’t love, it’s INFATUATION

Do you pardon their faults because you care about them?
– it isn’t love, it’s FRIENDSHIP

Do you tell them every day that they are the only one you think of?
– it isn’t love, it’s a LIE

Are you willing to give all of your favorite things for their sake?
– it isn’t love, it’s CHARITY

Does your heart ache and break when they are sad?
– then it’s LOVE

Do you cry for their pain even when they are strong?
– then it’s LOVE

Do their eyes see your true heart and touch your soul so deeply it hurts?
– then it’s LOVE

Do you stay because a binding, incomprehensive mix of pain and relation pulls you close and holds you there?
– then it’s LOVE

Do you accept their faults because they are a part of who they are?
– then it’s LOVE

Are you attracted to others but stay with them faithfully without regret?
– then it’s LOVE

Would you give them your heart, your life, your death?

Funny Acronyms

HOLLAND
– Hope Our Love Lasts And Never Dies

ITALY
– I Trust And Love You

LIBYA
– Love is Beautiful, You Also

FRANCE
– Friendships Remain And Never Can End

CHINA
– Come Here I Need Affection

BURMA
– Between Us, Remember Me Always

INDIA
– I Nearly Died In Adoration

KENYA
– Keep Everything Nice, Yet Arousing

CANADA
– Cute and Naughty Action that Developed into Attraction

KOREA
– Keep Optimistic Regardless of Every Adversity

EGYPT
– Everything’s Great You Pretty Thing

RUSSIA
– Romance Under the Sky and Stars is Intimate Always

MANILA
– May All Nights Inspire Love Always

BALIWAG
– Beauty And Love I Will Always Give

MALABON
– May A Lasting Affair Be Ours Now

IMUS
– I Miss U Sweetheart

PASIG
– Please Always Say I’m Gorgeous

CEBU
– Change Everything But Us

PARANAQUE
– Please Always Remain Adorable, Nice And Quiet Under Ecstacy

TONDO
– Tonight’s Our Night Dearest One

PASAY
– Pretty And Sexy Are You

YEMEN
– Yugyugan Every Morning, Every Night

MARLBORO
– Men Always Remember Love Because Of Romance Only

IRAN
– Ikaw Rin Ang Nawalan

NEPAL
– Never Ever Part As Lovers

THAILAND
– Totally Happy Always in Love And Never Dull

YAMAHA
– You Are My Angel, Happy Anniversary

it’s over

Love was never meant to be a one-way street. Darating ang panahon na magsasawa ka. Magigising ka nalang isang araw, pagod ka na umasa. Bahala ka na diyan. Kakapagod ka. Goodbye! ‘Cause you’re not actually “loving”, you’re just testing your patience. Kung hanggang saan mo kayang magtiis. Love is patient pero hanggang kailan ba dapat magtiis? Kailan mo ba dapat ipa-realize sa sarili mo na, you gave enough chance already. If things aren’t working, go! Leave. Kumbaga sa appliances, sinubukan mong ma-repair pero di na kaya. Kaya huwag nang ipilit. Diretso junk shop nalang. Love is supposed to make you happy and it’s not supposed to hurt. Otherwise, it’s not love. Akala mo lang, or worse, pinipilit mo lang. O baka nag-iilusyon ka lang.

Ako si D. nineteen. At dito nagsisimula ang aking ilusyon.

same shit everyday

Nakakasawa na mag-blog.
Hindi na tulad ng dating napakaraming makabuluhang shit na pwedeng ibato. Hindi na tulad ng dating masarap magbasa ng mga blog at datkom na malupet ang saltik ng mga salitang sinalitype.
Ngayon, puro kagaguha’t kabobohan na lang ang nilalaman. Ngayon puro what-I-fuckin’-did-today and all that shit na lang ang binibida. Ngayon puro walang kwentang shit ng kung sinumang putanginang Pontio Pilato ang itinatapon sa buladaspir.
Me, myself, and I.
Paulet ulet ulet ulet ulet ulet ulet.
Nakakabanas na mag-blog.
Kaya nga mas maige siguro kung isara ko na lang ule ang bagong crib ng lumang blog na ‘to.
Aksaya sa bandwidth. Aksaya sa effort. Aksaya sa espasyo ng fuckin’ buladaspir.
Blog self-destruct in 3-2-1…
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Joke!
Who the fuckin’ hell are you kidding?
Happy April Fools! \m/

hindi ako bitter! man-hater lang!

hindi ako bitter! man hater lang!
ala akong pakialam kung anuman sabihin nila…
panu ba naman ako di magiging man-hater?
halos lahat ng guys na na-involve saken iniiwan ako!
kya di nyo ko masisi kung maging man-hater ako!
mga mang-iiwan silang lahat!
lagi nalang nila ako iniiwan sa ere….
ayoko na sa mga lalaking mang-iiwan!
i really hate them!

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